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Name: Abri
Location: San Diego, United States
Birthday: 8/30/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: I like to Hang with my friends, go to the mall, and mostly chill. I play golf, piano, clairinet..and i dance tahitian(hula), and karate...
Expertise: Ill just let you find out...
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
AIM:  lusciouspink26
Member Since:
8/20/2003
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| If you knew what i was feeling wouold you understand me? would you care to love me again? God knows....I have lonely night, hours of crying...the pain of loss...I cant stand not being able to hold you & have you to myself again when I hold you & kiss younow, its all in vain... when im with you everything wrong, every stress, pain, tear seems to just disappear . Everything just for a moment when we touch..seems perfect. Theres that one little second of peace in this bitter world. And i feel like i cant go one a litle while longer. I know ive said cold things and im so sorry for that and you know that!! but dont you think everyone deserves a second chance? i think so... you know you cant stop something that wants to exist.. I cant live anymore like this, not without you. And I hope that deep down inside that you couldnt live without me in your lfe. I dont know how long ive prayed for strength to get over you and even though we still see eachother stopping wouldnt help me got over you, why would you take something away when you know you will just end up wanting it even more. So much runs throught my mind about things said and done. I dont know how i can get up and live anymore. Im so tired from fighting for a year. Fighting for my life back to when I lived. I hate myself for so much... I hate the fact that the sound of your name makes my ache. I hate they was i melt when iI see you smile. I hate the way you still make me tremble when you touch me. I hate the way the sound of your voice comforts me. I hate the way your still in my dreams. And the thing I hate the most of all is that you love her and not me....and so quickly too.... I feel like im dying inside we had a perfect relationship together, we were so happy. I just wish i could go back in time and make everything better, I would die for just one chance to kiss you and feel love, want in return. Just one last time. Dammit! I would die...God...God....but you cant change the stars i guess....but you never know what could happen....no one can tell the future... god nows if ill be alive tomorrow or not.... death is just the beining... | | |
| okay guys my xanga is now officially gay im debating on if i should completeley shut it down i doubt anyone looks on here anymore anywayz......because i sure dont LOL nice .....well whateva im gone buh bye | | |
| Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window
Dreaming of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray
Trying hard to reach out
But when I tried to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I'd pray
I could break away
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly.
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky.
Make a wish, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away.
Out of the darkness and into the sun.
But I won't forget all the ones that I love.
I'll take a risk, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away
Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jetplane
Far away
And break away
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly.
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky.
Make a wish, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away.
Out of the darkness and into the sun.
I won't forget all the ones that I love.
I GOTTA take a risk, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away
Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging with revolving doors
Maybe I don’t know where they’ll take me but
Gotta keep movin on movin on
Fly away
Break away
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly.
Though it’s not easy to tell you goodbye
Take a risk, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away.
Out of the darkness and into the sun.
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away
Breakaway
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| Hey everyone! well anyways my summer so far has been pretty interesting....kinda crazy... and kinda wild...and a rush....well anyways i just got done taking a nice relaxing bath....right now im just chillin....listening to music im listening to dilema by nelly..i know its an old ass song...but anyways ill fill you in later.......and by the way.....
HAPPY B-DAY JR!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!! (jrs my cuz) | | |
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